Ask me

Ask me



I keep getting asked from people nearly the same questions over and over again. So special friend of mine asked me to post my opinions about the following questions. So aight! This is my answer for every question as follow:



1. Whats your secret to keep yourself motivated?

Everyday, first thing in the morning I will always keep reminding myself about my goals. Actually, my lifetime goal is I want to be different from other male. I don't want to be a male, but I want to be a "man". I want to be unique, I dont want to be like the boys nowadays who knows only to have fun but not responsibility. By becoming a "man" you'll know how to manage yourself in the present and the future! so that's what I do everyday!

2. What's your relationship status?

LOL I'm still single, I won't engage in any relationship before I grad for my diploma!


3. The longest relationship you ever had?

Sadly, 6 months is the longest I've ever had.


4. What's the best feature about you?

My left hand? cause I'm lefty?


5. What's your plan about having relationship?

Like I said earlier, I will not engage in any relationship before I graduate for my Diploma. I'm not ready to engage in any relationship right now. I've made some plans for myself after I graduate for my diploma. So during my degree perhaps?


6.  What kind of relationship you would be looking for right now?

I love this question to be honest! In my opinion, I would love to find a relationship that is consider serious till marriage! I'm not kind of guy that always change partners or girls. What I need is a relationship that is strong and eternity! Try to figure this, what is the greatest level in a relationship? Of course marriage! If you're madly in love with your mate then, marry him or her! What I believe is there's no true love other than marriage! Imagine you're already married right now, look at your wife or husband's eyes. That is the person you will spend the rest of your life with! not any other man or woman and that is the person that will comfort you during high and low. Basically, I dont want relationship that will end up by break or clash or anything. When it comes about love, I take it very serious!


7. Describe yourself in 3 words

Gym, Untalkative, creative?


8. Whats your perfect girl?

oh this one Id really love to answer! it is a nature of a man to look for a woman that is cute. So to me, I love a girl that is cute, courteous and polite! That is my dream girl! alot of women nowdays maybe beautiful and know how to maintain their looks but NOT the attitude! I've find it very hard to find a "courteous" girl. I'm not the type of a guy whos into a "party, wild or social maniac" type of girl LOL. I really really really love the "quiet and shy" type of girl! When she got that "cute, shy and courteous", oh oh oh! give meh your numbahh! I need to get to know her!!!  LOLOL


9. Perfect Kiss?

oh! I would go for every kisses I had with my wife of course!! Nothing is perfect than kissing the right girl! kissing the one that will be your soulmate till the end of your life. That is a PERFECT KISS!


10. What is the first thing you will notice about a girl?

The eyes! sometimes you can know a girl just by looking in their eyes and you can know what inside of her. Like people said "eyes are the window to the soul"


11. Do you smoke, or drink alcohol?

Nope! never do and never will!


12.  Your Dream car?

Ford Mustang GT 520, or Mazda RX8! :3


13. Where is the best place to kiss to a girl?

Forehead and Lips


14. Do you ever miss your Ex?

Well, at the early stage of breaking up I do alot! well right now, I got over it. As soon as you accept the situation that she's not yours. You will mange it somehow. It may be hard to forget someone that you truly love, but somehow you need to accept the fate! if she's destined to be your wife, she won't go anywhere. If she's not, you need to learn to accept it.


15. Would you ever consider cheating is a good way?

NO LOL! this is stupid, cheating is a not a good thing to me.


16.  What is a turn off and a turn on in a girl?

Depends on her attitude!


17. What are some nicknames you would call your girlfriend?

Only one nickname I would really love to call my girlfriend. One and only "baby"! cause its cutee! :3


18. Do you like it when the girl makes the first move?

I don't mind at all, it shows how dedicated of her to know you!


19. What would you do for your anniversary for your girlfriend?

Surprise her! and alot of quiet time with her!


20. If you could take your girlfriend anywhere, where it would be?

In my heart of course! I want to show her how madly I'm in love with her :)

Its Out!!!

Its Out!!!


Like 2 months ago, I've been selected to be one of the Fitness Athlete in Tough Unit Fitness. So I've got sooo excited with my new job! guess what!? At last my first debut with the team has come out like 2 days ago!

So what do you guys think? Alhamdulillah all those hardworks paid off at last! Hopefully I would have more chances to take part in the future photoshoot! so for those of you that has been work all your butt in the gym, I got words for you! DONT GIVE UP! fight yourself. Don't use laziness as a reason. NO EXCUSES! If you want the result, then train like it!

Ohhh, totally forgot! I've put up my earworms on the blog, All those songs are my fav! Been listening to all those songs nearly everyday! so stay tune peeps!! I'll update more songs and posts from time to time!  Till next time ;)

Style and Fashion

Everyone has their own style and their own rockin' fashion. There are like thousand of fashion out there, some are pretty cool, hot and weird. To me, I prefer the ROUGH & RUGGED fashion.

My most favorite style of clothing, Rough and Rugged

The picture above is my most favorite type of style that I really damn love to wear, just simple leather/simple jacket with white fit shirt styled with simple worn out jeans. Usually, I always wear this type of clothing style only when I have a date or out with my beloved girlfriend and during my family holiday. Why I love rough and rugged style? because simple, rough and matured that is what this style is all about! Back in the old days, I always wear those childish hip hop style and eventually this style came over and changed my looks and my life! everyone gotta change at some points right?

ROUGH & RUGGED, love em!

Maybe some are curious about my style during my time at the university, I rarely wear rugged type of clothes cause I just wanna blend in with the other students. If I wear this around the university, I bet all the people will think that I just wanna show off or over reacting towards fashion. So that's why I prefer to stay low and blending myself in with the other.

Simple but RUGGED

 Unlike the other weird fashion style, Rugged resembles maturity and rough, while the other fashion resemble more towards street, club and modern rhythm. In my point of view, the fashion nowadays are lack of maturity and more towards childish kind of style. Well, everyone rocks their own style and rhythm! I can't judge others fashion but I do have my own opinion about every fashions and this is what I think about nowadays fashion.

Weird and childish

Oh the horror! the horror!

So, what about you guys? what kind of clothing that you love to rock? Thanks for reading peeps! more posts coming soon!

Brand New Blog, Brand New Life

Salam and Heyya peeps!
It's been a while now, Sorry I didn't post any new posts for the past months. I've been busy like usual with my life all the studies, love, routines and so on. Now, I'm back to post new post! I'm very sorry for those who have following my blog, as you can see there are some posts that I've deleted due to some reasons. So, hows my brand new blog! it took me like a week to organize and create it, at first it was very fricking hard to edit all the html and xml and its like learning a new language editing the code  and all those sort stuff  LOL. Maybe some are wondering why most of the things in my blog are red. Its obvious isnt it? I LOVE RED! well I love black and red to make it clear.For your information I do not own the picture that i've posted or the template of my blog except the pictures of me and all the pictures that I took myself! A very wonderful thanks for the people who created these awesome pictures and template! so after a long tiring day of creating this blog and at last the blog is finished! and I'm very satisfied with the result!

2011 has ended without us realizing it. So let me share some words, even I've to face alot of struggles, hardwork, tears, and adventure through 2011. I'm really proud with all the struggles I had, achieving my fitness goals and putting all my sweat and mind through my studies. It's time to look for a new year, I'll surely greet 2012 with laugh and smile. So let's start it with a fresh breathe, strong will and positive energy! stay positive, set your daily goals and stay strong no matter how tough the situation is. I wish everyone a happy new year! and all the best!

a New Day

a New Day

Words for Intro..

Welcome to my days, a place for the laughs, tears and joy in my life. For every echo that came through my ears, for every moment that I had, for every love that  feel, for every tears that I shed, for the woman that I love, for every time that passed by, and for the days that I breathe. This is the place for me to share, Not a single letters I can write, not a single text that I can type. Only here for me to write, to spend some of my time telling my stories to the unknown, only the readers know my stories. I don't mind for it to be shared, I don't mind to be called as the enemy, cause I know the part where I'm standing. 

I've wasted my time chasing the dream that can never be hold, moving with the same past that came by my side. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of giving, I'm tired for resting, I'm tired of this suffering, I'm tired for this time that I'm living in, I'm tired of chasing love, I'm tired of being hurt, I'm tired of being stabbed, I'm tired with the memories, I'm tired of remembering, I'm tired of loving, I'm tired of finding. I close my eyes waiting for god to give me sign, let him show me the way, cause he knows what's the best for me.

 I've been hurt so many times, I been thrown thousand times, I've been crying for the dream that I used to trust, I've been crawling back to where my heart was. In the end, I ended up on the floor, down with the pain in my chest, screaming with no sound, dying with soul in my body, crying here with no shoulder behind me. Some sounds pulling me up from the ground, telling me to stand with my shaking feet on the ground, I'm out of tears to cry, I'm out trust to give, I'm out of feelings today, I step slowly and slowly forward hunted by the dreams on my shoulder. I let them breaking me to pieces, cause I'm already in pieces, My heart already shattered inside of me, my love already nailed to tears, I'm nobody to anyone, I've nothing to give, Just hope and dreams that live inside me.

Here I am still, walking in this land, moving slowly chasing my future, I just hope for it to comes, cause I know, I've my own future. I've my own dreams, I've my own angel somewhere, I've my life to hold on to. I've place for me to stay. I'm still standing here, I'm still breathing here, even I nearly died before. I've cut myself in the past, but I'm still here standing even my soul is shaking. I know somewhere out there, My dreams, my future, my life, my angel, my tears, my breathe, my love and my soul to be with. I'm still walking here, moving slowly as I could

This is the story about me, walking through my life with needles and blood covering inside of me, moving slowly chasing my dreams.

"There is now use in weeping,

Though we're condemned to part:

There's such a thing as keeping,

A remembrance in one's heart.."

                                   Charlotte Bronte

“Watching you walk out of my life does make me bitter or cynical about love.

But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.”  

                                                                                     Unknown